Monday August 6th 2012

Today was my last day to see Farm Boy. He doesn’t know that I am leaving yet. Sadly. I saw him at the pit as he climbed up that loader with his rather large biceps and triceps flexing. MAN! THIS MAN IS SO SEXY! And I hate how he just bough a motorcycle because it makes him even more sexy! Some one stop this boy. Anyways, I was sitting in my car just staring at this boy. He was like a Greek God statue. Just not as tall. Hah. It was a really nice picture to remember him by. Belieeeve me.

I was watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles the other day. And I came to this realization. The concept of “teenage mutant ninja turtles” is soooo stupid! Its ridiculous! I mean turtles?? Just think about it. Turtles. TURTLES. Hahaha But don’t get me wrong here. Still love them and those classic 1990 movies. Although I find it completely ruining to have a different April in the second movie. Seriously ruined things for me. I mean those movies are only a year apart. What made the first April decide not to continue on to the second movie?? It was kind of hard to watch. I think my favorite part in the second movie is when Vanilla Ice appears. Sexy. ;)

Today I also went Gopher hunting. Even though I hate killing small animals, this was actually quite fun. I shot three with a 22 rifle. Love that gun. Too bad farm boy wasn’t there to give me instructions ;)

Wednesday July or august 2012

Today we traveled to a nearby town that is famous for whirl a whips. Don’t ask. Next thing I know, I’m being talked to by two young Mormons. From Utah. Ha! No. Anyways. That’s all. Tomorrow we are supposed to go canoeing on the river. I’m already as dark as a dark puerto rican should be. No one is going to recognize me when I head home.
Recently I have been reading this book called Divine Romance. It’s about coping the right way when your single and things like that. As in instead of replacing how you feel with dumb things, you just turn to God instead. Because I realized that God is a jealous God and he wants us to love Him more then anything. I don’t know if u explained it well, but I have come to a lot of realizations. And I am actually feeling so much better then I did before about being single. Believe it or not. Also I realized that my hatred towards my X should be stopped. Because going through a relationship with him has actually helped me to become a stronger woman. And taught me what I don’t want in a man and what I do want in a man. It’s a beautiful thing.
But I’m still in love with Farm Boy and I’m not going to give up on that ;) and even if I don’t get that man, I’m going to use him as an example of the type if man I need. So that bar is set reeeealy high. I really don’t think there is another man as good as this TRUE MAN.

Wednesday July 25 2012

I haven’t written in a while because it’s been slightly boring. Nothing new with farm boy sadly. All though I dream of him stopping by the house with a bouquet of wildflowers and a picnic basket, and he takes me to a top of a hill facing the river and we eat and fall madly in love. Then a farmer spots us sitting on top of one of his hills and he sends his huge dog after us, we hear the dog coming and we take off running down the hill and roll right into the river where we are about to get attacked by huge fish. And right when a huge one comes right for me, farm boy swims in front of me and punches the huge fish right into the next state. I’m so happy that I hug farm boy and we swim back to shore where I step on a twig and get a splinter. He carries me all the way back to our horses and we ride into the sunset, never to be heard from again. But really we eloped in Vegas and now live in Greece, because he found out that his dead uncle left him all the property of his that had oil. The end.